Today was a day of marvelous revelations. My wonderful husband and I sat in a small breakfast diner and read a passage that was more than bizarre. It was written as though there was a struggle happening within the spirit. So the question came to be; have you ever had someone involved in your life that seemed to live in a fantasy world where everything said or written felt false and exaggerated? What possesses a person to be so filled with rage and confusion that they portray themselves as scattered and aggressive? Of course, these passages secure my position once again that someone is consumed with my life and cannot handle that I could be moving on from such rage and obvious emotional imbalance. Maybe even close to not being a part of reality or incapable of being so.
Having an abusive attitude wrecks havoc to not only one's own life but to those they are involved with. Are there certain personality traits that may be occurring to cause such animosity? One does have to pity such an affliction. I know that I will be studied, stalked, and more writings will attempt to discredit what is believed to be incorrect. There will be manipulation and a distraction from the truth. I know that I need to proceed with caution and not be distracted from the job at hand. It will be the same today and tomorrow and the day after because that is all that can be done. Low self-esteem, tempermentalness, anger, deceptiveness, impulsivity, jealousy, and abuse are in the repertoire to the entrance to the day. Do the lies that are posted bother me any more? No. Do the tauntings and ridicule ruin my day! Absolutely not! In fact, they give me even better reasons to work hard and do better than I did the day before because ..
I ride the dark horse ..
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